Apocalyptica - Betrayal Forgiveness

All that i ever wanted
To understand my nightmares
Possessed by my fears
Betrayed by my pride
Alone i wandered in the deepest dark
Seeking comfort from the vanity
Each time i escape the real
My soul died, died a bit more
Confronting the evil withi
Praying for my angel to appear
Agonized whisper into the emptiness
Begging for salvation - salvation for this cursed mind

Words without meaning
Touch without feeling
I did not recognize my own face...
Eyes that were once shining
Now extinguished
Left only a silent cold
Sound of a tear falling down
In the desperate hour of loneliness
This shattered heart reaching
For it's relief - the relief it can not find
Glance without affection
Kiss without sensitivity
Promise without comprehension
Love without hope
I do not remember my own tale...

Betrayed by my anger
Betrayed by my beliefs
Betrayed by my delusions
Betrayed by my lust

(I wish)
Strength - to be released from my demons
(I desire)
Wisdom - to forgive the past
To forgive me